Tuesday, October 25, 2011
I hate heartaches. My heart aches right now. My soul aches right now. I want to scream and yell and throw a fit. You know that gut feeling that tells you when something is awry? I've had that gut feeling for the last several weeks now. The signs are pointing toward a new truth, and I know what I know. The sad thing is, it is out of my control. Maybe that's the hard part ~ not having control. Not that I want to be the top dog, the call-all-the-shots, you-don't-have-a-say-so kind of person. I'm a person who likes to discuss issues before they become bigger, unmanageable, non-negotiable issues. I want to at least have a hand in something that includes me. Not now. Not gonna happen.